Going through vacation pictures I didn't like what I saw. I was mad that I stopped Weight Watchers in Jan. I wouldn't have been skinny in August, but I would've been smaller. I see one of my kids avoiding the camera, much like I do. That BREAKS my heart! I want her to have confidence. I want her to love herself. If I love me better, that might inspire her to love herself. If I haven't gotten healthy for myself, being inspired to "healthy it up" for my child will be what motivates me. 

One of the few pictures from vacation that I'm not behind the camera... Here's to next summer feeling more confident to hand over the camera and enjoy having ME photographed WITH my kids. I am there after all, but my scrapbooks won't often show me. Sad but true.